Please Go Away..

     Two years since I leave Riau? Many things happened to me. Many tears had been shed. For many reasons. Mostly because I'm not comfortable living in that city. There is something inside me that didn't click, you know. I just don't belong here. Another reason? The usual teenager stuff, boys. It's kinda lame, actually. What's the point of crying over some dudes? Nothing. But you can't help it. Aaaaand I'm getting tired of it. Four years. Hopefully my 12th grade years won't be the fifth. Trouble, oh trouble. Sadness. Tears. Please go away. Replace it with simple smile. A real one.

Luckily, I have not diagnosed with depression. Not yet anyway. 'Cause I feel like I'm going craaaaazy. And hopefully, it won't happen. Ever.