Seniors

There are few types of seniors that I have met on campus. The one that always smile and act really nice whenever we said hi even though they were busy. Talking, doing their work, or even gossiping. It was really nice of them to even smile to us. Then, the one that answer our “hi” with “yo” without expression. Probably there are too much things that going on in their mind at the moment. Or…………… too tired? You know, college life will not always easy and simple as we have seen on TV.  There are also some seniors who looked confused when we said “hi” and then smiled when we left. The reaction was too late. It was like they didn’t know what’s going on. Did something hit your head this morning, buddy? And there are people who won’t even looked at us. Why? I don’t know. Probably because they are seniors. *shrug*Oh and by the way, greeting seniors and saying hi to them with a big smile is a must for freshmen.

There is senior that every girl, but me, adore. He’s dreamy. He’s charming. He has that charisma. He has the smile that will make you forget that you’re still on earth. He has nice pair of eyes that will make you lost in them. He’s the one of the first type seniors that has been mentioned above. He’s a part of religious organization. He’s also a second leader in our faculty. First is the executive leader. Second, him. Not sure what was his spot in English. Haha. Third, department leaders. In this faculty, there are three department leaders. One for petroleum, one for geology, and one for mining. Mostly, my friends fall for his charisma. And smile. Some girls were squealing whenever he walked by. Others were sighed dreamily. Some girls said they were just a fan. These girls acted normal. Way way normal than the other two. But still…. girls. :P I just not interested in him. At all. Not sure why. Am I still normal? Yes? Good.

To tell you the truth, senior boys are way nicer than the girls. The girls were looked like they had PMS every single day for the past month.

Going Downhill

I just realized that my writing, listening, and reading in English have been going downhill. Hiks. Probably because I have no TV for the past five months. There are no AXN, StarWorld, and everything in between. Haven't heard people talked in English. Haven't read English novels anymore. Haven't talked in English. Well, I haven't done the last one since forever. Last time I talked in English was in junior high school, I guess? *sigh*
I hope I could get better in English. Again. 
English is really important these days... *sigh*

Feels good to write again~

Feels good to write again!! Welcome back to me~ I haven't been on for a while. Getting bored with laptop and the internet. HA! Like that would happen. The internet connection is more frustrating than the college itself. Actually, college life is not frustrating at all. Probably because I just started it for like... a month?

Too... Blue

It’s been a month since I finally became a college student. Well, it’s not official, yet. But.. yeah. I finally started to live by myself. Alone in our lovely capital city of Indonesia, Jakarta. I could stay with my grandparents if wanted to. BUT IF I choose to stay at my grandmother’s house, it would be me sending myself to death. No. It’s not because I don’t love them or anything. But the traffic is killing me. Slowly. So my parents, no scratch that, my grandma chose a great location to stay. She said that. She rented a room across the campus. Free from traffic. At lease from that place to campus, only.  It took around 5 minutes, walking. She said it was the best place. She said she knew it was. Well, I complained at first to my parents, but what can I do? Nothing. I should stay there. Whether I like it or not. I didn’t get a place to even say word.

The room is…nice, I guess. It’s small but enough to keep a lot of my stuffs. By a lot, I mean A LOT. Like, really. You can’t even imagine how many things that I kept with me. Some things are important. Others, not so much. No air conditioner. No private bathroom. But it’s okay. It’s just………………too blue. The wall, the bed, the curtain, everything. And we’re not allowed to change a thing. *sigh*I want my purple room back T.T just like the old times…………..in Duri :( I miss it. Really really bad. I prefer white than blue. It’s way way way better. Why can’t I choose my own place to stay?

Am I a cry baby? Yes. And I don't care.